Kiss me, like a bird shot mid flight

blood stains my hands and leaves my brain fragmented

It Occupies every corner of my mind

Every backwards thought and memory recalling

That i love you in some way

Sickness and sadness and heart aching yearning

If time and time again some sickness unwinding:

If only you could be closer

In some closer than closest perpetual way

I would grind and mend myself my bones into ashes, decayed

Mixed memory DNA, unfurling unwinding

I would merge into you, consciousness and body's vessel

Permanency of an unending kind

I'm ill, sweet saccharine of sickness

My love letters are written but i don't think they'll reach you

Kiss me oh kiss me in unsaving grace